I am an ugly girl
Not on the outside where you can see
I am ugly on the inside
I am ignorant and a hypocrite
I am an ugly girl
I care what I look like
I like nice things
I am an ugly girl
I tease people who are different
I am jealous of more fortunate people
I am an ugly girl
I hate what I have become
I have changed so much
I am an ugly girl
I do not help others
I avoid situations where I have to
I am an ugly girl
I do not talk to people who mean the most
I leave my friends to help themselves
I am an ugly girl
In this world full of ugly people
I pollute
I smoke
I drink
I do not care what happens to myself
Because I am an ugly girl
I want to change
To be pretty on the inside
like you see on the outside
I want to help people
I want to be nice again
I want my friends back
I do not want to be this ugly girl anymore
~Bleeding so much emotion
not knowing how to stop the infection
Writing out my frustration
Cauterizing the wound
Healing the soul
I'm bleeding pathos
To save my life~